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Boston, Massachussetts, United States
I'm not limited to the blank canvas I was born as. My life is an eclectic melange of vivid colour. I float in a sea of multifarious musings, ranging from worlds of lime green skies and copper stars to winged objects and fairy dust. I am the flirtatiousness of cherry chap-stick, the depths of the cerulean ocean and the violet skies of Monet. I am the brooding dark green of dense foliage, the crimson tint in a blushing girl’s cheeks; the purple of bruised limbs. The complexity of my thoughts keeps evolving, I grow and shrink alternately. I cannot be contained or restrained. The French language is my drug and acne is my worst enemy. I laugh a little too much and am a romantic in the extreme sense. I’m likely to steal the stars from the sky, but my aims remain grounded in reality. I can’t be pigeonholed into a single stereotype, because all labels apply to me at different points in time.

Friday, May 1, 2009

Whispers

She pins every last strand of mahogany rain back onto her head under a clip in the shape of a blue and pink fish carcass. With green leaves for fins. The dark waves of her hair are barely contained in the ponytail that cascades smoothly down her narrow back.

She looks at herself critically, as though performing a quality check. An appraisal - she could have been examining her long face for defects. As her eyes run over the high forehead, full lips and high cheekbones; she can't help hearing the words as they echo through the crumbling walls of her memory. All the whispers in the shadows. She tries to evade being overwhelmed by the sharp sting of pain that courses through her veins like poison from a lethal injection.

The too-long socks, the austere expression, the bulky shoes and long skirt. The confident gait; utterly mismatched with the clumsy, too-large schoolbag and floppy ponytail. The uniform that effortlessly and effectively turns her into a circus exhibit. She passes by them, one by one. Sexy hairstyles, short skirts, colourfully made up eyes and blushing cheeks. Wounded hearts, masks and marionnettes. Whispers in the shadows.

She steps into the sunshine.

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