Omnia mutantur, nihil interit
Everything changes, but nothing is ever lost.
This really got me thinking. Sure, everything's changed. Austin is long gone and he probably doesn't even remember me anymore, when just a month ago I meant everything to him. School is gone too, and even though I made a substantial impression on all my teachers and peers, I'm not getting that time back. My friends are fading in and out of my life, when just about a couple of weeks ago I had all of them this close to me.
But nothing's lost.
I still have the memories with Austin, so I haven't lost him. I still have school and all the things it gave me, and I still have my personality, which was almost completely shaped by my scholastic experiences. And my friends - well, I still have them too - from time to time.
There's a certainty burrowed deep within me that says i'll come out of this.
I'm already halfway there.
World, here I come.
Me
- BeautyInTheBreakdown *
- Boston, Massachussetts, United States
- I'm not limited to the blank canvas I was born as. My life is an eclectic melange of vivid colour. I float in a sea of multifarious musings, ranging from worlds of lime green skies and copper stars to winged objects and fairy dust. I am the flirtatiousness of cherry chap-stick, the depths of the cerulean ocean and the violet skies of Monet. I am the brooding dark green of dense foliage, the crimson tint in a blushing girl’s cheeks; the purple of bruised limbs. The complexity of my thoughts keeps evolving, I grow and shrink alternately. I cannot be contained or restrained. The French language is my drug and acne is my worst enemy. I laugh a little too much and am a romantic in the extreme sense. I’m likely to steal the stars from the sky, but my aims remain grounded in reality. I can’t be pigeonholed into a single stereotype, because all labels apply to me at different points in time.
"from time to time"
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And yes, you ARE already halfway there. I'm so proud. :]
I'm all the way there now xD
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